**** I Was Me, But Now He's Gone ****
Nobody understands me
they all think they are great helping
but nobody really knows
the pain i go through
the lies i've told
What i feel, when i feel it all the time
feels like nothing, so scared
feels so empty feels like i can't go on
One friend who understood went through the same
kept it inside, didn't show pain
it ate him up and he felt ashamed,
i try to understand but it makes me insane
I wont see him again for a while
cause i wont go that far or am i in denial?
i can help myself
i can get better
i will help myself and things will be better.
I'm not trying to hurt anyone
by feeling the way i feel
because in the end the pain is in me
Down, out, heavy all the time
thats why i've laid off the bevvies for a while
I lock myself away cos i cant see the world
but while i sit alone and think
its a down dark swirl.
I Need Help!
